Saturday, December 20, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Book Review - The White Tiger by Aravind Adiga
I have always held the notion that books that win accolades with the critics and literary prizes are almost always boring and not worth the read. But this book dispels all that. Its a simple story (something that can be summarized in 2 pages but presented nicely without complexities) was the recommendation from a friend of mine. And true to her word, the book had depth of story without the usual intricacy that tags along.
The story is that of a young man, who rises from the "darkness" of his village, a place called Laxmangarh to become rich and powerful on the dint of his hard work, predilection for eavesdropping and clear decision making of when to do the right (or wrong) thing to move ahead in life. The story captures the image of a deep rooted lack of ambition in the lower castes in India, and how they voluntarily give up a life of freedom to embrace slavery of the rich and powerful, who are elevated to the status of Gods and who become a law unto themselves by this meek surrender of the villagers. It also captures the images of corruption that plagues the top echelons of the potilical and social hierarchy in India and paints a gloomy picture of the society as such. Gloomy, yet very accurate. And it captures the two visions of India, the poor yet moral and the rich yet amoral. And it does so with the simplicity of narration that is hardly the flavor with critics. That it won the "Man Booker" is a testament to the wonder that Adiga has created. A sure-shot read.
Politics and progress dont go hand in hand (click the title to read the article)
Friday, September 26, 2008
Who lost what
What have I lost in comparison. A job….Not my entire future.
Early bird catches the worm!! Certainly not….
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Mumbai v/s Delhi
Now that’s a debate that’s been running for ages with obviously no one right answer. And it’s typically Mumbaikers and Delhiites who are at the end of such debates, which often turn into heated arguments. It’s almost as if quasi-patriotism for the native state overtakes the warring parties, which overrides all arguments. I, ironically, belong to a unique or rare breed of Delhiites who would stick my head out and say that Mumbai would score over Delhi, despite all of the capital state’s obvious advantages. I have been looked upon as a deserter by my Delhi friends and a hero by my Mumbai ones, which kind of balances it out. So I ponder over the course of this article, as to why Mumbai holds such allure for me and I hope I would have the answer by the end of it.
To start off, there is the most obvious differentiator which is the sea. It’s not so much the beaches that attract me as much as just the location of the place, the sea and the sprawling city that has developed on its coastline. Marine Drive is definitely one of the most beautiful stretches of road that I have ever been witness to. And going by the vast numbers that throng the place all day long, I would have lot of company to back me up on this.
Then there are the high rises. While Delhi spreads itself horizontally, Mumbai, by virtue of space (or lack thereof) has to spread vertically. And it is a breathtaking sight with high rises dotting the horizon. I stay in a 7 storied apartment in Delhi, and that is like the tallest that there are as far as residential complexes go. Not here. 20 stories is a common sight here. And then there is something about standing on the 19th floor and gazing at the world below, a charm that is absent in Delhi.
Food definitely stands out. On all occasions that I’ve been out, the food has been tremendous. Yes, as I recently discovered, Mumbaikers do have a fascination with sugar, which they add in magnanimous quantities to most food items that in my view should be left alone. But that apart, food has been terrific in general, the same cannot be said of Delhi, where one would generally have a few places lined out for a visit, as all others suck.
The attitude comes next, towards the fairer sex in particular. While in Delhi, a decent girl would always have a reason to be cautious about the way she dresses, the time she stays out and the locality which she visits, the same is absent here in Mumbai. The taunts and the lecherous looks that generally follow any girl in Delhi would be a rarity in Mumbai. And so there is a great deal of equality here, which comes as a breath of fresh air in a mainly male dominated society like India.
Readers here would definitely point out that Delhi stands far ahead in infrastructure, space per capita, and greenery and what not. But all that is superficial in my view. What purpose does all the infrastructure serve when travelling from one part of the city to the other usually costs a fortune both in terms of time and money if owning a vehicle is out of one’s reach and what good is space per capita and greenery when all the vehicles spewing smoke make Delhi one of the most polluted city in Asia, far ahead of Mumbai.
So this in a nutshell was my view about the city. I’m sure there is more to Mumbai than just the points above, but then I have not been able to pin-point those intangibles till now. I hope to decipher those feelings sometime in the future. But one thing is for sure for now, I am a definite covert. Go Mumbai!!!
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Laughter – the best medicine
I have never been a very lecture-loving guy, preferring a more hands-on approach to the theoretical one. On very frequent occasions, I have sat through a complete lecture, with all the seriousness associated with a typical “maggu”, but have left the lecture not being able to recollect a single word that the professor had said. I advise all my juniors, peers and anyone who would listen to pay attention in class, doing so would reduce the after-work significantly. It is then ironical that I have been the worst practitioner of my own advice. So, when I joined my new job, although I was sad at leaving the college, recollecting all the days lazing and doing nothing or playing multiplayer online games all day long, at some level I was happy that I was escaping a life that was ridden by a compulsion to sit through lectures. Obviously I was dismayed then, when I discovered that I would have to compulsorily attend lectures on financial markets and valuation and accounting, and that too lectures spanning not just an hour or two, but several hours at a length, and many days in continuation.
It’s now almost the end of the class-room training, and I have come to realize that I have never learnt as much in a class setting as I have in the past few days. It has been a revelation being attentive in the class, and actually absorbing the views of the lecturer. And the one single thing that has stood my current instructors apart from all others in my college days has been humor. It has added spice to the otherwise bland and monotonous nature of the topics covered. Someone who has attended an accounting lecture will associate with what I mean. It is one topic that cannot be tutored without an element of fun involved. My attentiveness in these sessions can be attributed not only to my enthusiasm to learn, but also to my desire not to miss a single snippet of humor that escapes the lecturer’s lips. Below are some of the most hilarious lines I have ever heard
- 1. Prof: Muslims are always saying they gave us the Prophet and they gave us zero.
(The whole class erupts in laughter)
Prof: Err…Two mutually exclusive events of course.
- 2. Prof: I went to Aura (a bar) and I was really excited and all would have an Indian beer you know Kingfisher and all, and all they had was Stroh’s. I couldn’t believe it.
- 3. I have been a very successful trader, and I have always without exception made a trade at a wave or a trough. And on one of those occasions, I maximized my losses.
- 4. …they think that if we use both sides of toilet paper, that they would stop global warming….
- 5. Nobody wants to sell steel today, everyone wants to sell Tata Steel.
- 6. …. jo kaam kiya,mehnat kiya, steel banaya uska pagaar 12000. Aur mba karke nikla uska pagaar 12 lakh….aur usse pooch kya kiya…M&A kiya !!
- 7. God does not give everything in life. So God asked humanity, what do you want; a good balance sheet and a crap P&L or vice versa. And for ages humanity has said, balance sheet ka kya karega, P&L achha do. Par ab ye private equity waala aya, bola P&L kaun dekhta hai, Balance Sheet achha do. And thus we are moving towards a fair value based balance sheet rather than cost based system earlier…..
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Operations Management
Operations management is such a pain,
Everything is so obvious, what is the gain,
Trying to remain alert in class,
Will definitely one day drive me insane.
Productivity, strategy – the book definition,
Just taught to us using a different rendition,
And even the glittering slide show,
Fails to enhance my erudition.
I wonder what questions can come in test,
The mystery deepens despite trying my best,
And I realize what an uphill task it would be,
To differentiate the relevant from the useless rest.
A Japanese word is all I learn,
Waiting for the class to adjourn,
How others manage to remain so interested,
Is a fact that I will never be able to discern.
And as the end approaches I start to pray,
That nobody asks a doubt to prolong my stay,
The end brings with it a relief unbound,
I am happy to have survived another day.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Are we all alone?
For decades, there have been reports of sightings of UFOs; most commonly as disk shaped objects circling an area, bright lights emanating from the same. Yet most of these sightings and even pictures have been debunked by scientists to be either low flying balloons, or cloud formations that people have really imagined to be disks. There is tremendous data on the internet on UFO sightings from all around the world, pictures, videos and what not. And some pictures I have come across have actually left me dumbfounded. Then again, the authenticity of these pictures can be questioned, and many past digitally altered samples have awakened the cynic in me. A cynic who would not believe unless confronted by any such flying object.
But I question all the same, how can we be all alone in the universe? We are a young civilization still in terms of the evolutionary time scale that reaches into millions of years. And our solar system and Sun are acknowledged to be young systems. And there are hundreds of millions of Stars out there. Stars much older than ours, galaxies much bigger and older than ours that support many times the planets and stars that ours do. Even if the probability of life springing on any one planet is infinitesimally small, the infinitely large multiplier effect of all planets in the universe makes life outside of Earth a surety. Yet we have not come into contact with any such life form. We plod on nevertheless, and this struggle will only intensify in the coming years as Earth slowly ascends the ladder where people gravitate from concentrating on their own needs and start looking for answers to questions that have confronted all mankind for ages. But till a proven life form outside our own is found, I will continue to believe in the existence of the same. For as one movie dialog goes, “But I guess I'd say if it is just us... seems like an awful waste of space.”
Monday, February 18, 2008
My School, My Heaven
Just came across my first school’s community in Orkut. And since then can’t help but recount all my happy years spent in school. From lining up near the gate to sing the national anthem every morning to swinging on the entrance gates and getting scolded almost every day.
Very few have ever been through the esteemed hallways of East Point School (yes that was the name, as ridiculous as it may sound), but I’m sure that everyone’s lives were somehow touched by the spirit and the culture there. Very few of my friends know about it, ‘cause I have almost guarded the knowledge from them in the fear of being ridiculed because of its name, as I was initially when i joined the new school, Cambridge. But I can’t be prouder of having joined EPS, my childhood could never have been be more enriched. I remember the weird arrangement when Japanese students joined us in the 5th standard. They were superlative in sports and were very fun to be with. I still remember all their names; Michael, Raphael, Elijah, Robert, Pauline and the attractive Rachel. They would be there just for the initial four periods and then head back home, and the periods were arranged such that English, Hindi and Math was taught in the mornings. It was a queer arrangement, and many would question as to why a school would go to such lengths to take just 6 students in class. But the school was perennially short of funds; even working capital needs were met with difficulty.
I remember the inadequate infrastructure, the school operated out of. One three floored building and that was it. Many of my friends lived in houses larger than that school building. No sports ground to speak of. Our sports periods were spent under the vigilant eyes of a teacher in a community ground of that place, just behind our school. Small classrooms, individual chairs and tables, a small library that housed few books, and one “khoosat” librarian. No canteen and no open spaces that I took for granted in my new school. But it couldn’t have been better. Smaller classes meant lesser students per class; I guess 30 in a class and 2 sections for that standard was the maximum that the school ever managed. Yet, it was this sole reason which promoted friendship and closeness both between the students as well as the teachers and the students. I remember the teachers fondly. Vandana mam and her cute daughter Sonali, Amita mam and her slightly British accent, Radha mam and her south Indian accent, Sharma mam and how she always disliked me, as I was poor in Hindi. I remember Christopher Sir, and how well he played the guitar. His Bon Jovi looks, long blonde hair would have floored many a girl. And Kanti sir and how he would slap both cheeks simultaneously, and how it used to hurt back then. I remember the classes, somehow I was brilliant right through till 8th standard; i remembered i got the best student award in every class till 8th and cried when i got 63 in Math in the mid terms.
You would ask as to why I left the school at all. But as luck would have it, the school did not have permission to conduct classes beyond 8th, neither could it, there was no space left. My academic career nosedived thereafter. I used to hold my new school culpable for that, with its typically overfilled and noisy students, uncaring teachers and poor teaching methods. But then, my old school had pampered me so much, that any place after that was bound to be a shock. Nobody can imagine studying in a class size of 11, yes 11, and that was my final year at school, with 6 girls and 5 boys in one class. You could imagine the level of closeness the teachers had with each students. Typically the students would be living near the school itself, and were within walking distance of each other’s places. We used to visit each other often. We used to shop for gifts together when any teacher had a birthday and then went all the way to our teacher’s home to wish her. Generally when someone joined the school, nobody left unless “better knowing” parents in the interest of their children’s futures would take them away. When I think of the past, I can remember zilch of my new school; I had practically no friend and precisely one teacher who I liked. So I have no memory of years from 9th to 12th, a time when most students have most fun in their lives, into their teens and about to enter adulthood. But I had had my fun early in life. And nobody could replace that, those memories are etched in my mind, none have faded. Some of the long lost friends, Anubhav, Sakshi, Manu, Gautam, Gaurav….I still remember them, have not talked to them now for like 8 years, don’t know where they are or what they are doing presently but I’m sure I’ll face no anxiety when I meet them, only nostalgia of what I had, and what I miss most in my life…..my school, my heaven……
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Will any Indian movie win an Oscar in the near future?
There is no denying the fact that majority of movies made in India are not worth a watch, but the same can't be said about the Indian cinema of 50's and 60's with greats like Guru Dutt, Satyajit Ray, Shyam Benegal and many others .Satyajit Ray won the Oscar for “Lifetime achievement in Cinema”, but it is ironic that none of his movies were found good enough by the Academy to even be nominated.
This leads me to think that the perception of the world about India is still that of a third world country. Because movies that have made it to the final list of nominees - Mother India, Lagaan and Salaam Bombay - depict India as a third world country or a backward state. Perhaps that’s the reason why a movie like Rang de Basanti failed to get make the grade. Shekhar Kapoor had once said that it all depends on market dynamics, India is not a market for Hollywood movies, so it won't be getting any Oscars. I don’t buy this line of reasoning. Because small movies from Algeria have also won at the Oscars, surely we are a bigger market for Hollywood than them. The problem then lies somewhere else.
Most of the films that are sent through are Hindi films whereas there are a lot of good regional movies as well which deserve attention. In the last 10 years, there has been only 1 non-hindi movie that was sent, Shwaas. The selection jury must ensure that the best piece of cinema from the industry makes the cut, not just the largest Hindi magnum-opus of that year.
Another crucial factor that places Hindi movies on a disadvantage is the lobbying or lack thereof. Promotions and media coverage does affect the opinions and preconceptions of the jury. Alas, this requires large sums of money that most of the times Indian entrants are not willing to commit. Movies like Shwaas are made on small budgets, hence do not have the wherewithal to spend the amounts on promotion as foreign flicks do. But even a large spend does not ensure a success, Amir Khan spent more than a million dollars to promote Lagaan to no avail.
So I am led to believe that Indian movies are perhaps just not good enough. Over the years the technical production has improved so we think that our movies have become world class. We conveniently forget that many of the movies lack content. What we need for an Oscar are some serious film makers who know their art. What we need are two words that are unfashionable today: sincerity and honesty. One ingredient required for a successful international movie is sincerity of the film maker, not making too many compromises for commercial success. Each frame should be a work of art and the story should be told as it happens. If we look at the Oscar winners of the past we cannot deny that most of them broke new grounds in cinema. None of our movies do that, they are made specifically keeping the mass audience in mind, hence they depend on gimmickry to make the films succeed.
We are living in a fool’s paradise when we say that our creations merit an Oscar. So when Amitabh Bachhan says that Indian films should not aspire to win the Oscar, that they require an Oscar to certify them as being good, was offensive to him, I cannot help but thinking him of a sore loser. Perhaps then he can downgrade the reputation of the Oscars as well by shedding light on its origins, that they were devised as a publicity stunt to promote sagging box office figures in the US in and around March. Sad but true.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
My Childhood Revisited
One windy Sunday afternoon, returning to my hostel room, all dressed in formals for an early morning presentation that made me wait for an eternity, I was enthralled by the presence of numerous kites of all colors right above my head. I searched for the source of the string, where it originated, and was thrilled to see that it was in the hands of a student in a lawn in my very campus. In fact there were hoards of people who were trying their hands at flying the kite. It was an informal event in our annual fest, Manfest. And boy I was glad. I could have hugged the person who came up with the concept of kite flying as an informal event. Instead, I ran towards the registration desk to find out whether I could participate or not. It was an indirect way of asking for the place where the inventory of kites and “charkhis” were stored. I wouldn’t have taken no for an answer anyway. On locating the inventory, I made a dash for it, much to the bemusement of the people enjoying their afternoon lunch in the open air canteen, the one I just ran through. I cared little for those looks. I was elated to see many kites strewn about in a cardboard box. I instinctively picked up the most colorful one, found thread to bind its “kanne” and raced towards the lawn, forgetting that I had forgotten to pick up the “manja” without which the kite could not take to the sky. On realizing my mistake, I ran back. I’m sure the speed at which I was running (un-necessarily) would have put any athlete to shame. Nothing could stop me now. Except the non availability of “manja”. “We ran out of it”, was the organizer’s evasive reply when I demanded it to be made available to me ASAP. “Maybe you can fly it with someone”, was his solution to the problem. So I ran my eyes across the field to see who I knew in the sea of people and could be coaxed into giving up his/her thread to me. As my luck would have it, I found just the guy. His unsuccessful attempts at flying the kite were amusing as he ran one side then the other, the kite barely lifting off the ground. I didn’t volunteer to help him. I knew that another 2 minutes at it and he would tire or the kite would tear apart or both could happen. And as per my wishes, the kite paper could bear no more of the violence and in one crisp tear, made the kite unusable. I was elated. You might think that it was devilish of me to act in such a manner. But then “kite ke liye kuch bhi karega”. I took his “manja” from him, half sympathizing with him and tied it to my kite which was ready by my side. The wind was brisk and in no time I had it in the sky. I was as if I was reliving my childhood. All the past memories flooded back to me….
- My old Delhi house, three storied at that time and one of the tallest in the neighborhood proved unparalleled kite flying experience. I remembered my father by my side, teaching me the tips and tricks of the trade. I remember I used to keep looking heavenwards, hours at a stretch at the many kites that filled up the evening sky like a pack of bees. I remembered that I used to cry myself hoarse with shouts of “i-bokate” when we won the battle of the kites, called “pench”. I remember accompanying my dad to the kite vendor. Fighting with him when he used to offer less thread than he should have for the money that we paid him. I still remember that turning, the face of that shopkeeper who used to sit in the shop and patiently listen to me as I made a hue and cry of everything under the sun. And I remembered that I had cried for hours when a guy near my house had used a stone and thread to intercept my kite in mid flight, and taken it away from my control.
- I remembered me flying kites all alone on the terrace, shooing away my brother who was inept at the art of kite flying and my cousins who used to be an irritant as they got the thread all mangled up. I remembered how I used to climb up the water tank above my terrace, precariously, and in complete disregard of all my relatives shouting at me not to do it.
- I remember moving to a new society, and watching from the glass windows as people flew kites from what was now the 8th floor of our apartment block. I remember how, despite my fever, I summoned all strength to hail a “rickshaw”, travel some distance from our flats and buy the kites and thread and then finally fly them, amongst complete strangers, sometimes aggressive, on the 8th floor. And I remember how I made some friends just by this kite flying ritual that I performed every evening, more regularly than anyone else
- I remember my friends telling me to study for the boards next day and me concentrating all my efforts on flying kites. I remember the dreams I had, of intense battles between kites, and how I managed to steer my kite away from the heat of battle, to take on opponents one at a time. I remember the sometimes, me being the only one flying the kite in the evening. I did not need anyone on those occasions as well. I used to have clouds as temporary barriers and used to circle my kite around, I used to try and take my kite near birds that came in view, it was an enthralling experience even without another kite in the sky. I remember….
I remember so much more. My happiness has no bunds. Kite flying made me remember my childhood like never before. I knew then what I had missed for so long. That one piece of rectangular paper, and brightly colored thread had so many memories wrapped around them, it feels makes me feel like I’m 11 again……..